Meeting with my kryptonite

So monday... i finish wit my hair n go visit my girls at school. Cant wait,been craving some weed like crazy. As i walked down i hoped that he'd gone home n i wouldn't see him. I was so mad at him(the ex),had even convinced myself that i hated him(forgeting that id tried to so many times before).
As i approached the gate i noticed a familiar vehicle. Shit balls!! It's him!
I decide i wont say wasup(immature,i know) so i try open the gate but it's locked. I call my girl n ask her where the gate-lady is. He gets out of the car,knocks the gate then heads towards me. My heart starts beating...faster as he approaches. He leans forward n hugs me. "how r u?" "im gud" i manage to say. All the while im boiling inside... So angry!!
He asks why i look mad...i lie. "just tired,that's all". He tries to chat me up. Then i cant stand it. I explode...!! "WHY WOULD U MAKE OUT WITH THE FOUR EYED GIRL!!" "What?!" "U HEARD ME,WHY,INFRONT OF EVERYONE?? R U SERIOUS!!?"
The gate is opened,he asks me to meet him outside we talk. I enter my girl's house,say hi,light a cigarette n walk out. Im angry! I have to get it off my chest or else shit wont really be fine wit me. I go downstairs,he comes outside...
We end up having a lengthy discussion.
I find out a couple of things.
1.He's done two women...i tried n i couldnt(does that mean anythn other than i still got it bad)
2.He's not over me.(i told him i cant be friends wit him,that he shouldnt text me over the holidays,he wanted to die(evil grin))
3.HE THINKS ABOUT ME...A LOT!!(only i know how much it took for him to say that.)
4.He hasnt moved on but he's trying to...(that's why he's with these women...don't quite understand this part)
5.He still hasnt figured out this thing he's been trying to. He's put it off for now(he still cant tell me abt it,it involves me but it's not about me,its about him????)
I hate how he doesnt say much,how he'd rather keep his problems to himself. I tell him that's why it's so hard to figure him out. I need him to open up.
He say's he'll text me,and he'll try to open up. He said i should 'please' reply coz it's the only way we can fix things...
6.He loves me...still(Yeah,he said it again but that has never been the problem. I still feel it from both of us)
Nway,i tell him to be careful wit these women...i wouldnt want anything bad to happen to him.
I still love him.