of jobs

First off, I will begin by pledging my love and addiction to Tamaku's blogs! And how he always seems to hang out in places I know..I could just stalk him,lol! I want a gay friend so bad, but I guess I'm not meant to befriend any.. :/ Anyway,whatever..

So yesterday I got a call from a former colleague. He was at the Korean Embassy where I had worked for a month and he told me they wanted me back to help with a trade delegation that is set for April 16th. (He quit the job) I dont like the place much coz my immediate boss is a short, disgusting prick who acts like he is better than everyone. Sucks I have to listen to him tell me what to do in that thick Korean accent but its all good. It'll be awesome to get away from the shop,which means meeting my boyfriend and girlfriends more often..yaaay!

So yeah, im back at work soon. Its just for a month but im excited..mostly about the money :pan that its just for a month.

This week my jogging program is fucked up! I have to run 3mins 30 secs, walk 1min 30secs, run 5 mins, walk 2mins 30secs..and follow that routine three times! I did it on Monday but man I was exhausted. Loving it tho, running for 5mins straight is no fucking joke..(note, I did not say on a treadmill) Not to me anyway. I have to say im doing extremely well :)

Fuck,its almost been an year

So my last blog was posted on March 28th...damn! So much has happened in that time... I graduated, got a job, contract ended,aaaand.. I got a boyfriend. I actually like this one so no worries..im good :) Almost four months now.

My life right now..
Im 'unemployed'(not technically coz i work for mummy n she pays me). Its really boring at her shop. I need a life. A car,big money,big spending.. Guess shit will fall into place some time,question is when!!
Am I getting as much sex as I want..no! I get to see my boyfriend mostly on weekends coz he is at work n im nowhere near town...#click! But when I do he gives it to right! So im guessing im grateful for that.. :)
Am I staying healthy..yes! Been jogging for 4 weeks now. Fucking tiring but I feel great! Cut down on cigarettes and I can ride a dick for sooooo loooong! Lol! Being fit is just awesome! Week 5 im so ready for u!
Do I still smoke weed? Yes! Like I mentioned.. I'm in the unemployment line now so I have a lot of free time..haha. Plus I like weed, I like how everything is extra sensual when ur on it... And I get really creative..
So im back dear bloggers..n I have so much to tell u! :pLike this weekend was my girl Diva's birthday! And it was awesome! And she had a Derion dress and everything,haha! How cool is that! Saw my boyfriend,my awesome friends...and got fucked nearly to death..hahaha!
And finally.. I <3 Durex lube! :)
Later...xoxo!

Of men and jobs

It is a very boring sunday! Just wishing i couldd go somewhere... Question is,where to? I miss my girls. I'd call but im pretty sure they are nursing hangovers n shit.. Through most of this day all my mind wanders off to was the awesome shag i got yesterday! This guy fucks me to kingdom come! He leaves me breatheless and panting every single time! Thursday we had an awesome quickie at some random house, I was mad tipsy.. Had been sipping on The Captain (Morgan of course),courtesy of Diva's workmates!! Thanks Diva,and Sis for knowing these wonderful people!;-)hahaha
Back to the guy...he's Ugandan.. Half Rwandese i think,and to top it all.. HE IS SMART!! Math geek to be precise...he even does people's exams and term papers for them!! Ah! His fee... Kes6,000-12,000.
Tall,dark,handsome...with the geeky glasses included! My goodness! I am so attracted to him!! He's 24 but could easily pass for a 27/28 year old. He can be intimidating(e.g he calls me his little freak or he'd go like 'temper temper little one)...which pisses me off n turns me on at the same time...
We can talk for hours coz he's funny,and real.. And he can fuck me for hours.. HARD! As in he fuckin lifts me and fucks me on the wall!! Mmh mmh mmh! Im tempted to say he's my best lay:-) I must include that he also can't get enough of me.. LOL!!
Ofcourse... there's a problem.. HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND!!
I know,im such a slut;-( but the whole thing is such a rush! The sneaking around,sittin in a room full of people..textin about our next encounter and how we can't wait to rip each other's clothes off,acting like we havent explored each other's bodies.. Honestly,but sadly...i'm havin the time of my life right now..
The whole thing though is messing with my moral fibre! Im so passionate about the whole men are dogs and women rule n here I am helping the enemy...tsk tsk. But the sex is too good!;-(and im starting to like him... YIKES!!
Fucking Ugandan(hehe,wat my girls call them),with his big dick and big brain..!
I need to focus.. Sex should be my only priority!! But if shit starts to get fucked up,im ready to bail!!

The 30yr old baller Diva introduced me to text me and told me im the one! YUCK! Iv told him il meet up with him when im free so many times. I guess im hoping that he forgets about me but he's not! Don't know what il do.. Men like him are the reason i like that i don't go out much! Men with money are so tricky!

Tz boy keeps tryin to text me and chat me up! Wat the fuck was i doin with that boy! I swear sometimes i really disappoint myself.. If only he knew he irritates the fuck out of me.. So i told him i feel nothing for him..(ofcourse i sugarcoated it,just a bit tho) I made it all his fault,hehehe. He'd called me a rebound, remember... If only it was always this easy... Anyway... I really need him off my back! He didn't take it too well.. But he'l be fine:-)

And finally! I'm an intern.. Im so excited.. Can't wait to start! Had to admit was feeling kinda left out coz all my friends were working.. Let the success begin!!
Take care dear bloggers... Mwah!

R.I.P Sox

This post is a tribute to my kitten who lost his life tragically on the 14th of March 2010! He was almost 3 months old:'(
He filled our(including my family) hearts with so much joy...playin with anything that moved...(emotional pause).. I will never forget that cute little face of yours..
U SHALL BE MISSED!! I love u!:'(

What now...?!

Wednesday....one of my girls(Miss Attitude) brings me this cute little doll thing that is a sausage dog with big ears and a t-shirt on it with a bunch of hearts and the words 'I wuf you this much'! Aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! Sweetest little thing ever!!
I miss my girls...I love them so much!

So on Thursday my Tanzanian man texts me. Really random coz he never just texts....i was always the one who did so but I stopped when I realized I'm putting too much effort into someone who really doesn't deserve it.
Hold up............did I mention that when we broke up he said I was a rebound!!!!!!??? I was so mad and I did not take too kindly to that statement. He made me so bitter!!! Me...a rebound!!? I was fucking glad to chuck him after that.
I reply the text and say goodnight coz I wasn't in the mood for conversation. the Next morning he texts again...he's asking how i have been...etc. I tell him that im shocked that he is text and i ask him why. He says he was sick(which he was) and that he had exams. 'So when people are sick and they have exams they do not text each other?'He takes long to reply and i tell him to leave it alone. Texts,texts and more texts....he misses me.He misses the sex and he can't stop thinking about it and me. (WHAT AN EGO BOOSTER FOR ME>>>I KNOW!!!!)
I tell him its just sex he wants...nothing has changed and I'm still hid fucking rebound. He says he cant say it was a rebound and he should have given it more time. He realizes now that we have a connection that he has never felt before....etc.
All the things I needed to hear he is saying them now?! Problem is I do not think I see him as a potential boyfriend anymore. I mostly want him to be a good good friend coz he was awesome at that but he wants something else i think. He wants to get back together....aaarrrrgggghhhh! I really don't need this shit right now. And I already lied that I haven't been with anyone else. For all I care he could have lied too. That's the problem....I don't really care. That shows im not that into him...right?!
I don't know...maybe if he could be my fuck buddy it wouldn't be so bad,but I know I do not wanna use him. And I do not need my feelings for him coming back. I miss the shag though....a lot and I won't be coy about it.

My girl, Diva, told me about this guy who is into me. He is her ex's boy. Apparently he is rich as a motherfucker!!! Im so flattered(blush blush). And I have his number...Diva got it for me.(I love that girl!!!) She gave him my number too but the Lord know I'm not going to holler 1st. Im not that desperate:) I just think ti'l be interesting....lets see what a man with money does different,lol. If it happens that is....

But this one is more like my life....all the same,awesome lyrics

Rihanna-Cold Case love

On my roof
Dark and I’m burning a rose
I don’t need proof
I’m torn apart & you know
What you did to me was a crime
Cold Case Love
And I let you reach me one more time
But that’s enough

Hook:
Your love was breaking the law
But I needed a witness
So pick me up when it’s over
It don’t make any difference
Will it ever be solved
Or am I taking the fall
Truth was there all along
Tell me how did we miss it

Chorus:
We opened up a cold case love
And it got the best of us
And now prints, pictures & white outlines
Are all that’s left at the scene of a crime
Of a cold case love

2nd Verse:
Should’ve investigated
But love blinded eyes
Couldn’t see (no)
And then I tried to cage it
But your love ain’t the kind you can keep
Release me now cause I did my time
Of this cold case love
My heart’s no longer cold & confined
I’ve had enough

Hook:
Your love was breaking the law
But I needed a witness
So pick me up when it’s over
It don’t make any difference
Will it ever be solved
Or am I taking the fall
Truth was there all along
Tell me how did we miss it

Chorus:
We opened up a cold case love
And it got the best of us
And now prints, pictures & white outlines
Are all that’s left at the scene of a crime
Of a cold case love

Bridge:
We lost our way
Took this too far
Now I’ll never find the pieces of my heart
We’ve lost enough
Looking for a truth
That was here all along

Chorus: (2x)
Cold case love
And it got the best of us
and now prints, pictures & white outlines
Are all that’s left at the scene of a crime
Of a cold case love

We opened up a cold case love
And it got the best of us
and now prints, pictures & white outlines
Are all that’s left at the scene of a crime
Of a cold case love

I just love the lyrics to this song....I FUCKIN LOVE THIS GIRL(RIHANNA)

Yeahh Ohhh

Gunfire left a hole in the tank, losing gasoline
Fire is on my trail and he's after me
Hope it don't get here before I get where I'm going I gotta get where I'm going
Take off my mask to breathe

You could've been a part of a masterpiece Fluid in the breaks was the last to leak That's the thing

Where im going i don't need my breaks,
Can't wait to see your face,
When your front windows break,
and i come crashing through

The lovers need to clear the road
Oh oh
Because this thing is ready to blow
Oh oh

I just wanna set you on fire
So I won't have to burn alone
Then you
Then you'll know where I'm coming from
Fire bomb...
Fire bomb

Seems cold but baby no it doesnt have to be,
Microwaving a metal tragedy
Watching it burning, its beautiful and its blue
and its pitiful and its blue, its the other half of me
I didn't do it you lit the match for me,
Now we're flying from the blast baby,
Thats the thing.

Where we're going we don't need no breaks,
Can't wait to see your face,
when your front windows break,
and i come crashing through.

The lovers need to clear the road
Oh oh,
Because this thing is ready to blow
Oh oh,

I just wanna set you on fire
So I won't have to burn alone
Then you
Then you'll know where I'm coming from
Fire bomb...
Fire bomb

Baby we were killin' em,
They couldnt handle the millionth degree
We were criminals,
As we were burning, the world called the police

Fire department, ambulance
You can call me crazy 'cause I believe
The only move for me and you
Is to go out blazing

The lovers need to clear the road
Oh, oh, oh
Cause this thing is ready to blow
Oh, oh, oh

I just wanna set you on fire
So I won't have to burn alone
Then you
Then you'll know where I'm coming from
Fire bomb
Oh oh
Fire bomb



Rihanna-firebomb!!!