So...i was in naivasha with the girls this weekend:-) I had fun. A bit too much actually, had sex with the randomest of guys. My 1st one night stand...(a bit of an under achievement,im almost 22)
I wasnt going to do it,hell...i wasnt even paying any attention to the guy and wasnt even the least bit attractive!(only part i regret)
We head to the rooms.We r all drunk as fuck! My girl and i light a joint. I do not even recall if ONS#1 smoked up,that is how irrelevant he was.
The whole time im thinking about my ex. God...i hate him so much sometimes. He's back in my life now but im not sure i want him there anymore. REASON:i still feel him and i really don't want2 involve my heart in/with anything,especially not him!!
Anyway,we're done with the jay and my girl heads to her room.Now it's just me,him...my other girl is blacked out on the other bed. I don't really recall how it all began. I know i wanted to see if i can forget him for just a night,if another dick is the solution.
Sadly,it's not. Nothing changed. Im still thinking about him.
I did learn one thing tho...SEX CAN JUST BE SEX!
Don't get me wrong,im dont want to be with him(in a relationship,that is)but i want him.
I didnt mind the sex though...at least my cunt is happy:-)
Fun times with the girls!