2010

This year started out with me in a relationship....it ended a month later. I wasn't destroyed this time. I suppose i wasn't as into him as I thought. He was too noisy for my liking anyway...We both just thought that we really wanted to be together but then realized we rushed the whole thing. Maybe we were both just desperate for the attention,we were actually. I do miss him,mostly coz the sex was good. Too good. When you meet someone who is as freaky and kinky as you,my gahd!!! Gave him my ass on the 1st day...that's how kinky:-) I'd do him again if I got the chance...but I want a man now,not a boy.
He is/was Tanzanian, at least I can say iv had dick that has crossed the border...lol.
So we broke up right before St. Valentine's Day. You gotta hate that holiday. I just don't understand what the big deal about it is....and all I could think about is 'Where the hell an I going to get sex from?!'My folks left for some Valentine's get-away bullshit and we decided to have a party. Well, more like a gathering coz we didn't want it too big.
My sister invites some of her friends over. In not really a friends kinda being...i can say I have a couple but non of them showed coz they all had other shit to do. Anyway,among the dudes that showed up...there's this one guy who i totally like. He's just so articulate,eloquent, smart, well groomed. He'd be perfect if he had a big frame and was tall. The guy carries chocolate and sexy ass mints....so bloody sophisticated!!! o.k,let me contain my excitement.
So we start drinking,smoking weed in the process. Every time, him and his friend are ganging up on me,telling me how pretty i am(blush blush). He mentioned that the previous night he had had a foursome,three girls and him. I was so jealous!!! That shit is definitely on my bucket list;). I liked him even more! Drinking,drinking,drinking....smoking smoking smoking...then people leave to go to the club. It was just him and me, and my sister and the other guy, and a neighbor who was blacked out on the sofa.
Intense conversation+alcohol+drugs= mad making out!!!
MY GAHDD!!! I thought i had met good kissers but WOW! That was crazy!
We made out everywhere...in the bathroom,on the stairs,in the kitchen. We finished in my room;-). The sex was really good,tho it would have been better if were less intoxicated.
The part that kinda shocked me is he opted to sleep down stairs...on the couch instead of my queen-size comfortable bed?!!! Very weird...and when i meet him next i shall have to find out. it didn't really bother me though....i mean,I got laid:)and I knew for sure that i didn't suck.That was a very interesting Valentine's Day for me;-)I'd do him again too...in a heart beat.
Clearly I'm all healed up from the hurt that Smooches(the ex ex)put me through.There's still major scarring but I AM LOVING THE NEW ME!!!!! Live. Love. Explore....or in my case should it be Love. Explore. Live?!!!! Whatever the order I SO LOVE ME RIGHT NOW!!!!