Uneventful

So...today was quite uneventful. Did not fulfil any of my cravings,which were smoking up n gettin laid. But anyway...the thing abt sex is 'dont go looking for it and it will find u'.
>Today<...i woke up,washd my face and went straight to the den downstairs. I put Milk n startd watchn...this was around 8.30. Milk is such a cool movie,i love gay men,women too but i think gay guys r way cooler. If any1 wants to introduce me 2 any cool gay friends...halla!:-)
So after the movie i got a bit randy coz of all the sex that was goin on,yeah...u guessed it right,i masturbated;-). It felt soooo fuckin good coz i hadnt done it in a while(2 weeks) so i did it again.
And that was the climax(pun so intended)!!
Then i watched step brothers. Shit was so funny i had my hands on my ribs the whole time.
I textd my ex(Smooch). He is supposed to tell me if he wants us to get back together. Frankly,i really kinda dont want to. Being single all this time has made me see things in a different light. I need my girls now,b4 i neva had any. Im scared though,he may want 2 get back together n i wont b able to say no. Help!