Bound,re-bound.

Second day of the week. Im just tired.

My sister got her tongue ring. Im excited for her. I envy her. It's so freaky! Will stick2 tattoos though,they r darker...mysterious. Hope im not tempted though.

Again,im tired:-( Did a shit load of school work,but im glad most of it is out of my way.

I saw him 2day,he looks happy. As long as he's happy,right. I am,but not so much when im alone. He better have such side-effects!
But it all confuses me. He's so different with other people . Wierdly,i get jealous at times.
I miss what we used 2 have. Despite the crazy arguing n shit, we were so happy! I was totally comfortable. A mistake that will NEVER be repeated.

He says he cant treat me the same as his friends or exs. Im different,im special. He means different good but he's so under my skin i almost always convince myself it's bad.

Im still bound2 this guy. Im tryin hard 2 get unstuck!! Hard! Im in a maze,lost...can't find an exit. Fucking time! Ur not healing shit for me!

Definitely time 4 a rebound but i dont feel it's time for one. Am i ready? Now that it's over over,will i chicken out like last time?
I have a goal. I have to forget. I need to! So i have to b ready. I have to make it out of this one.

I'll be ok.